rage

When ppl at work dont like that your friends with someone they dont like annoys me... he is my friend if u dont like him oh well that doesnt involve me it only involves the person who dont like him

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New Year

Well after Dan I don't think I will date for a while to many problems with dating men.. so i will just stick with being me and I will go to the gym to work on my over the belt stomach lol but yeah other than that i hope everyone spent there new years well

Youtube

Well everyone I have put a lot of thought into this... I'm thinking I will make a YouTube Account and make phone reviews.. what do you think? Basically everyone I know tells me to do one because I tend to buy new phones every few months... LOL what can I say I love me some phones... right now I have the Pantech Link, I used to have the LG Xenon, and now I want the Motorola FlipSide, lol i love phones so that's why I want to make phone vids

Life On Twitter

Well to start this off if you want to follow me on twitter i have a widget that has my user-name on top and my tweets. Right now i have about 830 followers and i follow back, anyway i started twitter to talk about the dream act, and to pass it i met alot of dreamers, @thejval @shri_e @thesoniag @p1lal @JuanSaaa @laloalcaraz @NerdyHBIC @VivirLatino @Dreamact @bethssyliz @dgql  any many more, when i felt alone and wanting to do something stupid.. The dreamers helped, it didn't matter that i was in a different state or that they didn't know me. They are going thru basically the same situation as me and they told me not to give up thank you guys... Another reason i stayed on twitter was because Im gay, i'm part of the LGBT family, i got any news related to the LGBT from @Jethro_Aryeh an amazing person always thanks you for RT, i love how he finds the news i always RT because I think its important to spread the news and not just unchecked facts like #foxnews... anyway I'm Z and this has been a classic moment

December of 2010

You think that risking getting hurt for love would be worth it right? Well recently i have had a "friend" who i thought was gonna end up being my boyfriend.... Well, it ends up that he moved to another town... Yeah talk about heart breaking... This guy i feel for was amazing!! He was so easy to talk to... So nice to me.. It sucks that he moved and doesn't want to drive over here to see me.... Well I cried for 10 minutes then I thought why am I crying he left me!!! So what there are so many guys out there and guess what the same day i started talking to this guy he shall be name less but we will call him D... Anyways D is really nice, funny, HOT, lol all the things I was looking for he is it now don't get me wrong... I am not gonna fall for D really fast... like my others... if he is meant for me then I will, but I'm not gonna fall for him in like 4 weeks.. It has to be like 4 months before I can say or even think I LOVE YOU... Being hurt always makes you stronger and smarter but just don't harden your heart.. Let your heart be free sometimes just don't over do anything or over think things... they tend to hurt you.. trust me

feeling free

despite of everything i love you... i know you don't have feelings for me... this really hurts... but i will live my life as a free man... i will search for my happy ending... thank you for the time i spent with you i love you and i don't hate you i needed to say the mean things so i can move on... the truth i still love you so much.. but oh well.. fuck those feelings

Sarah Palin and Jan Brewer

Okay so i see why Gov. Brewer did what she did, now  i'm not saying i agree with it i just say i understand it but making a bill that make police officers ask anyone for papers just by the color of their skin is just wrong... Stop the white supremacy, Jan Brewer has stated many times that ppl who come here to the states are just Drug Traffickers, not true many of the ppl here came here to search a better life for their families, many of them came here because they didn't have anything. Most of them died on the way, either by  the weather, the lack of food, an animal, or by police. its not something you want to go thru but many do for their families, now Former Gov. Sarah Palin.. don't get me started on her.. she would have never been in the spot light if Former Presidential Candidate John McCain didn't chose her for his running mate... Sarah is just an .. i can't even say it because i think so little of her... John picked her because she was a woman... and tried to get the woman's vote.. can someone say BACKFIRE.. lol and now that she is in the spotlight i think she likes it a bit to much and wants to stay in it haha If she becomes president then well we are all screwed with her antiabortion views,  ect sorry i can't think of anymore at the moment hehe i'll get back to you on that lol but yeah Jan Brewer isn't right on making a racist bill, or Sarah Palin who is just looking to be in the spot light so we have to stop the hate we have to stop the violence and we have to stop these republicans