December of 2010

You think that risking getting hurt for love would be worth it right? Well recently i have had a "friend" who i thought was gonna end up being my boyfriend.... Well, it ends up that he moved to another town... Yeah talk about heart breaking... This guy i feel for was amazing!! He was so easy to talk to... So nice to me.. It sucks that he moved and doesn't want to drive over here to see me.... Well I cried for 10 minutes then I thought why am I crying he left me!!! So what there are so many guys out there and guess what the same day i started talking to this guy he shall be name less but we will call him D... Anyways D is really nice, funny, HOT, lol all the things I was looking for he is it now don't get me wrong... I am not gonna fall for D really fast... like my others... if he is meant for me then I will, but I'm not gonna fall for him in like 4 weeks.. It has to be like 4 months before I can say or even think I LOVE YOU... Being hurt always makes you stronger and smarter but just don't harden your heart.. Let your heart be free sometimes just don't over do anything or over think things... they tend to hurt you.. trust me